i wanted to update this in the later part of the day but some matters of the heart is pestering me to write it out now. this is some kind of personal && thats the main reason i'm writing this in malay.

untuk bayang-bayang, i'm so sorry kalau i sakitkan hati you. i didnt mean it at all. kalau melupakan i is the best solution which i think right now it is, i think you should just go ahead with it. i tak nak you anggap yang i stakat nak mempermainkan perasaan you cause you know, i know that i'm attached and i still love him. seriously, i am really glad to find someone like you who similarly ade perangai sama dengan i. tak pernah i menyangka that one day, i would find someone like you honestly. promise me that we will still be friends or bettter best friend no matter what happens in the end?

told you, my malay sucks (;

i actually wanted to write it longer but i guess i just dont want to type out too much details about it. its not important for you people to know anyway.

i cancelled my plan with my bayang-bayang yesterday due to i met him at 4 && by 7, i have to be at geylang serai cause i'm having a "family dinner" there for my sister's birthday and my dad's late birthday celebrations. not to my suprise, i came there at 8.15pm && all of them have just finish eating cause they thought i'm not coming but luckily, my mum bought some food to eat at home. so yeah. i ate a little after i reached home cause for goodness sake, i dont know why && went to bed after that. i'm tired you know.

i'll be meeting my bayang-bayang later. i dont actually cancelled the plan, its just that i postphone it to today.

i'm off from here.
i'm flying XD

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9:30 AM