harlow my darnly sweets readers(: i miss blogging so much. i'm all alone at home now cause sharin went to his soccer training which is like thank goodness sake at last and my dad hasnt come home from work yet. so i take this oppurtunity to blog and surf.

yesterday was one of my bad day. i quarrelled with my gfs. cause they laugh at things which i dont find it funny and i know it would make people think so lowly of themselves which i dont find it nice at all. whatever. they may say or think i'm childish for being angry over this little things thats got nothing to do with me somehow but i stand still to what i believe in. though i do criticize badly on people and laugh at people but never would i laugh to those things that are really close and mean alot to me. everything has its limits.

then something personal happpened. its about my family stuff at all. i just dont want to really wanna say it here cause it is totally a VERY long story. i know i repeat these thing alot of time but i just wanna say it all loud again. I REALLY DESPISE MY DAD!!!

anyway, went acs barker rd auditorium yesterday for arts night rehearsal. wow. they are like so freaking rich. their school even got a swimming pool of their own which is like i envy though i hate swimming. "-_-" and their canteen is not like any ordinary canteen like any of a neighbourhood school. sigh. they are really lucky to get all this.

i've been busy for the past two weeks and would be more busy till the arts night ends which is like till next sunday. havent been meeting him for the past 2 weeks. yup. some of my pals like freak wheni told them that cause they said if they were me, they cant stand it any longer. honestly, i dont really mind about it cause it have been quite some time so i'm like getting used to it already. going to macritchie reservoir for battlefield this saturday. i know its gonna be fun like last year. but luckily, this time around, i doesnt need to fast anymore(:

i gotta go. good evening peeps.

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