i'm in need for someone special.
once in while, thinking about it
would just make me cry even harder.

who i cry for. why i cry for.
i, myself not sure the answer.

i thought i've healed from the broken heart.
i thought i'm fine without anyone.
i thought i'm that strong.

i've thought so much that i've forgotten
to realise whats important to me.

i let things go just like that.
thinking everything would be fine after that.
hoping people would be happy with my decision.

but whats missing in my life after that.
do the people even know or do they even care.

time. time would heal it all.
thats what people said to me.
lies. i dont believe it.

in order, to heal your heart.
you have to forget everything that ever happen to you.

i never told anyone how i feel all this while.
all they know is i'm happy. i'm joking around.
cause thats what they know me for 3 years so far.

thats true. but thats just one part of me.
do they actually know that i loves being alone.

try asking anyone who knows me well.

If Only You Know
8:00 PM