I'm changing AGAIN.. becoming more OVER-obsessed about him.. wrote his name all over the place.. my books... my hand... why am i becoming this? when i know i shoudnt be.. to really think about it, this is the FIRST time i've TOTALLY becoming crazy due to the word "LOVE"..

to him, i really sorry that i've given the wrong impression to you when deep inside, i really dont like you.. you may ask why.. is it you're not treating me right.. or we dont know each other that well.. or whatsoever.. i know you really like me but... the feeling is not there.. i only like you as friend.. you asking me to make a BIG promise where i know i cant fufill it.. you making me feeling more guilty... more confused.. than ever and i just wanna say...

I"M SORRY!!!

common test is coming.. another 2 more days.. and the first exam is SCIENCE! oh god.. i hate science.. sure gonna fail AGAIN.. wanna improve my grades but can i.. i know i cant.. haiz.. wanna end here.. wanna eat my breakfat so...

GUD MORNING!!!

If Only You Know
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